You know what! I am so fucking tired of this. All of this. I am over all of it. I am all for being and remaining friends, but you cant treat me the way your treating and expect me to still be there. I am here because I care, but you cant keep expecting me to be there. Idk if your trying to "rub it in" that your with her but whatever. Go ahead ( Read more... )

the fucking cyst came back. i was pissed. mostly for the fact that i couldnt walk and the incision they made the first time was still tender, so it made this time worse ( Read more... )

I am finally trying to get situated. Christmas came and went and it was like i stood in a room with everyone else just passing me by. Everyone knew something was wrong, but I never said what it was ( Read more... )

I am probably at one of my lowest points, and that makes me sound so selfish and spoiled. I know I have alot going for me, but I only know this because I hear it everyday. Its not something I actually believe. I am married, and I actually believe i Rushed into this. I know I wasnt ready. But I did it because he said we should. I did alot of ( Read more... )

Its almost Thanksgiving. While I have alot to be Thankful for, I still cant help but dwell about everyhting negative in my life. I live a good life. So whats wrong with me, why am I always down?!? I seriously need to get to a doctor soon. You know people change, but I for one didnt think I could change. I changed for the better. I became ( Read more... )

Someone must be playing a cruel joke on me. They switched all my mirrors and I dont see what everyone else see's. My self image is completely torn. Everyday I hear all of these good compliments about me and my looks, but I have never taken them well. I blow them off and say they are just saying that stuff. What the hell do they see that I dont ( Read more... )

I dont know what is wrong with me but something is wrong ( Read more... )

When the hurricane was supposed to come I remember leaving work. The waves were up, the tide was high. The water amuses me for some reason. I saw something going in and out of the water, it was a dolphin. No one else saw it though. After leaving work yesterday, i just happened to be looking out into the bay. Now I always look because I want to ( Read more... )

PET PEEVES AT THE MOMENTS!

People that are incompetent to do their job, but act like they know it all. Then expect everyone else to pick up the slack for them.

When we go through the same damn thing, different scenarios, and you act like yours is 10 times worse. Ok, let me explain this one. My husband has a son, note that I didnt say "my ( Read more... )

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized ( Read more... )