you know i'm really not quite sure what to do about this work situation at the moment! i mean due to stress and depression caused by court issues i've not been back to work this week (god how emo am i you know being upset by real problems and stuff...oh wait). i'm shedualed to start this new job on the 24th but now jack has quit im not sure how ( Read more... )

accepted was a very funny film! say no more!!! probably didn't get a very good reveiw in empire but never mind it was a very enjoyable way to spend a monday night ( Read more... )

yeah so i had an interesting meeting with my barrister on friday! the basic jist of which is that there is more chance of my dad falling in love with a gay black man than there is of me getting of with this case and that i'm looking at a minimum of nine months to a year in prison! so well there is not really an awful lot i can say about this apart ( Read more... )

just spent 26 hours in bed! sure did feel good! spent most of it falling in between sleep and writhing around in pain! not plesant!
gonna try and get out later! probably gonna regret it! but i gotta get out and do things befor i go insane staring at the walls!

you know what sucks about having stomach problems (apart from the fact that it hurts like hell - think having thousands of pins jabed in to your midsection). i can't take oral painkillers because it could disagree with me and make me sick again! it's great! i will get round to cleaning myself up at some point!!!!!! don't know how many more days ( Read more... )

so yeah my case has been ajouned AGAIN! for another six weeks and thats only for another provisional hearing! it's now looking like i'm not even going to have to stand trial this side of christmas! for fuck sake i wish they would hurry this up! if it didn't mean breaking my promise to myself (that i'm only going to have two more volenery fights in ( Read more... )

about eight hours of driving, some exelent map reading by me, some premiership standard football....and we lost typical ( Read more... )

if anyone needs to contact me in the next couple of weeks then phone me at home as i managed to mash up my phone at jovi last night! will get it fixed and keep the same number the second i have money! mint ( Read more... )

so last night my world was shaken! i witnessed an event that will forever change the way i think and the way i look at things, the way i live! i was presented with an act of veiwing pleasure that was in turns emotional, thought provoking and utterly life changing ( Read more... )

Yeah so still pissed off, still bored! really wanted to do something over the weekend but was totally ignored by everyone as per usual! some times i just think my friends are the greatest bunch of people in the world! not even as much as an invite to hang out when i know everyone else is! fantastic ( Read more... )