im asleep and get woken up to a call that says....rise and shine beautiful...lets go to dinner...yes dinner...cuz i got woken up around 5...

over a year....is it still supposed to hurt?

so...i woke quite a bit ago..from a fricken hardcore nightmare of a lot of yelling and massive amounts of bodies and blood and watching people get killer...and im still shaking..i dont like it...when i showered..and i would close my eyes to not get soap and stuff in them i would just see my dream...it made me feel like a pussy

a sick sick boy and going in for surgery...which makes airik a scared scared boy....wish me luck

dont have sex in car...it leaves you sore with bruises in weird places not to mention its not the easiest thing to do...

so its that time of the month...i dont know why..but basically...just about every month..i almost die...and pretty much want to die...this..i am over..and ready for it just to be over...i want to live and be healthy and watch X men when it comes out cuz it makes me stoked on life...

sooooo todays conversation when im with my baby ( Read more... )

well...my week ( Read more... )

last night i hung out with nick..i have to say...rather amazing..i gotta say...i think im going to be alright with this one...and since im a genius..after a days activites i took him to shiny toy guns so that i can implant a band in his name so whenever were not together..it haunts him when he hears them..yes i know...im a genius...i dont know if ( Read more... )

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