tonight
Tonight suck and was ok at the same time. my tattoo frog was on a window on the way down to jess's thing. i started to cry be4 went left bc cindy would not stop bringing it up and as in it it being what ive been talking about in my last updatas. It sucked when i was sitting in my sets with my family waiting for jess's named to be call. my mom and dad were to the left of me and to the right there was a empty right next to me then my brother and 2 sisters ...... i had to hold back the tears. I didnt think any thing else could hurt me so bad....i didnt think i had any tears left....i know ill be crying to night once i go to sleep. GOD WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME MIKE. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING ME THREW THIS RIGHT NOW. Its the end of the year when im scared about every thing. not knowing if u have the grades to go back to tech next year right sucks. and being alone does not help when i neeed someone beside me.