today

[zztakemeunderzz]

so today i stayed home from school. I know what all happen now with Mike and the whore. Last night I went out with few people because I didnt want to stay home. Now that me and mike are broken up alot of people are trying to hang out.....I have 4 different goups of friends trying to get me to go with them. Rach wants me to go with her to go get

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please don't delete

[xminusxthoughtx]

i know you said nothing would happen to me. but i'd rather not live my life in fear of dying. i know i deserve a lot of what comes to me but i don't deserve to die. i love you julie i know i'm not supposed to say it but i do and i know you love me too no matter how pissed you are at me. you can't just stop loving some one you truely love this quick so i know you do. if you don't want to lose me from your life entirely please make sure your friends don't touch me. it's bad enough i have to have the fact that i did this on my conscience. it's even worse to know i hurt you and lost you. i don't need to fear for my own personal safety because of this. let your friends know the pain i'm going through is too much to handle already and i can't take anymore pain, especially pyshical. i'm sorry for saying i love you but please keep your friends and family away from hurting me, i hurt enough and i deserve it. i just don't need to fear for my own life.

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[zztakemeunderzz]

no one will touch u they said they wanted to not that they were going to .... i could never hurt you even tho u hurt me

[sparkle_fiend]

man...not cool. you need to hang out with me. i will cheer you up! ;) all we gotta do is watch some of The L Word, smoke some bud, and we'll be good man.

[zztakemeunderzz]

sounds good man i didnt get to see all of the l word lol i always did tell mike i would turn gay if me and him broke up lol