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Mar 15, 2005 14:03

Hey all, just as fair warning, this is going to be a long entry on my part, and it contains some life changing info about me, kinda sorta, not really. so feel free to read or here are the highlights: things are going to change, no more LQ unless I have a specific purpose in going, and I am really happy.

inner thoughts and workings of mine )

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ultra_boy March 15 2005, 19:56:23 UTC
i'd say you're definitely on the right track. Change is wonderful, which must be why i do it all the time. Being true to yourself is also a great thing to do. don't let anyone keep you from being honest with yourself. even if being true to yourself means hurting someone else, as long as your honest with them about your feelings they should be fine. i think i'm going to try and do a similar thing. Try harder to be honest about my feelings. you're doing a good thing for yourself, keep it up.

i'm not sure what the LQ (laser quest right?) thing is about but i'm sure you have your reasons.

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-glomp- bloodmusician March 15 2005, 20:08:44 UTC
I guess I know the feeling of it all. Change, reverting back to an old self. I'm only 16 so I guess my words probably sound pretty empty, but over the last year or two, I've been so many different people in so many different ways. The whole time though, I've stayed in the same basic situation, and I've felt like nothing moved. Looking back though, I lost touch with myself and who I wanted myself to be. I forgot what I liked or enjoyed and became conventional and simple. I used to devote my time to writing and practicing my musical things, but I let my talent slip away through neglect. There was a time where I knew what I wanted to do but could do it well. I know that right now I still don't know exactly what's going on in my head or how to fix myself, but I'm trying to return to Laura; I'm going to be someone who I can be proud of, who has conviction about things and knows what she's doing. I've always had a certain depression and difficulty being social, but I've felt safe in that and in some strange way enjoyed it. Maybe that's ( ... )

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geekoman March 15 2005, 20:12:29 UTC
Heh, I dunno why your DDR friends would be upset that you're still going to go play DDR! And what fun are ten foot sets anyhow, everyone knows the only reason to play DDR is to freestyle.

Rock-rock on, be true to thineself, and much awesome shall be had by all? Yeah!

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_callingtears March 16 2005, 03:31:58 UTC
Hehe ^^ No heart-attacks for you!

Glad you're back. I went through a personality thing this year, but it wasn't obvious to many people except perhaps Laura. I feel so immature posting here. >< Oh well. :D

"This above all-- to thine own self be true."

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gazhaban March 16 2005, 03:53:52 UTC
Welcome Back Mike. Its been forever since we've caught up, but I'm glad that you're making good changes in your life. Good luck with everything, and I'll catch you later.

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