i hope you do.
to clarify:
it's not the things i bought for you that i wonder if you'll miss. those are the things i want you to miss the least.
will you miss the way i slept with earplugs and only woke up to the sound of your voice or the sound of your car?
will you miss making my body twitch in responce to yours when we lay in bed together?
will you miss playing the wrist game?
will you miss calling me squeeks or the blush that tinted my cheeks whenever we realised there were other people in the house?
will you miss waking up next to me in the mornings?
will you miss my breathing patterns?
will you miss watching me sleep?
will you miss me lighting our ciggarettes together?
will you miss knowing that even if you were being a jerk, and even though i hate the smell, if you asked, i'd make you Ramen and Steakums, even if i had to get out of the nice warm bed to do it?
will you miss burritos and corona style breakfast in bed?
or my little treats and suprises?
will you miss my random stories?
will you miss the way i would tuck the stray strands of hair behind my ears while reading in bed?
will you miss the bavarian pretzel jokes?
or reading the latest issue of Penthouse Letters together?
will you miss the way my hair was crazy after you ran your hands through it or i fell asleep after a shower?
will you miss how short i am?
will you miss how your shirts looked like dresses on me?
will you miss the look of me in your clothes?
will you miss the look of me at all?
will you miss knowing that even though i was "always ready to go" i was only ever ready to go for you?
will you miss my grumpy morning moods?
will you miss the smell of peppermint on my hair and skin?
will you miss the taste of it in my mouth?
will you miss my random trivia?
or my choice in movies?
or the way my bottom lip pouts when you say something teasing?
will you miss comming home to a bed that you didnt have to make yourself?
will you miss messing up that bed with me?
will you miss kissing me?
will you miss resting your chin on my forehead,
or finding that perfect spot behind my ear?
will you miss the el toro cap?
or my crooked smile?
or the way my eyes crinkle down in the corners when i smile?
will you miss my laugh?
... my voice?
my singing?
will you miss singing to me?
will you miss knowing that you could tell me anything and i would accept it?
will you miss my willingness to compromise?
will you miss teasing me for being short?
will you miss knowing that no matter what went wrong, you had someone there for you?
will you miss spending time with me?
will you miss the way i bite my lip when i'm thinking?
will you miss my piercings?
will you miss my random hair colors?
will you miss any of it?
will you miss me?
... the part of me that only you got to see?
will you miss me for the sake of missing me,
or will you really miss me?
will you miss me enough to call?
will you miss me enough to prove you want to be my friend?
will you miss me enough to kiss me again someday?
will you miss me enough to mean it?
will you miss me?
will you?
it's not the things i bought for you that i wonder if you'll miss. those are the things i want you to miss the least.
will you miss the way i slept with earplugs and only woke up to the sound of your voice or the sound of your car?
will you miss making my body twitch in responce to yours when we lay in bed together?
will you miss playing the wrist game?
will you miss calling me squeeks or the blush that tinted my cheeks whenever we realised there were other people in the house?
will you miss waking up next to me in the mornings?
will you miss my breathing patterns?
will you miss watching me sleep?
will you miss me lighting our ciggarettes together?
will you miss knowing that even if you were being a jerk, and even though i hate the smell, if you asked, i'd make you Ramen and Steakums, even if i had to get out of the nice warm bed to do it?
will you miss burritos and corona style breakfast in bed?
or my little treats and suprises?
will you miss my random stories?
will you miss the way i would tuck the stray strands of hair behind my ears while reading in bed?
will you miss the bavarian pretzel jokes?
or reading the latest issue of Penthouse Letters together?
will you miss the way my hair was crazy after you ran your hands through it or i fell asleep after a shower?
will you miss how short i am?
will you miss how your shirts looked like dresses on me?
will you miss the look of me in your clothes?
will you miss the look of me at all?
will you miss knowing that even though i was "always ready to go" i was only ever ready to go for you?
will you miss my grumpy morning moods?
will you miss the smell of peppermint on my hair and skin?
will you miss the taste of it in my mouth?
will you miss my random trivia?
or my choice in movies?
or the way my bottom lip pouts when you say something teasing?
will you miss comming home to a bed that you didnt have to make yourself?
will you miss messing up that bed with me?
will you miss kissing me?
will you miss resting your chin on my forehead,
or finding that perfect spot behind my ear?
will you miss the el toro cap?
or my crooked smile?
or the way my eyes crinkle down in the corners when i smile?
will you miss my laugh?
... my voice?
my singing?
will you miss singing to me?
will you miss knowing that you could tell me anything and i would accept it?
will you miss my willingness to compromise?
will you miss teasing me for being short?
will you miss knowing that no matter what went wrong, you had someone there for you?
will you miss spending time with me?
will you miss the way i bite my lip when i'm thinking?
will you miss my piercings?
will you miss my random hair colors?
will you miss any of it?
will you miss me?
... the part of me that only you got to see?
will you miss me for the sake of missing me,
or will you really miss me?
will you miss me enough to call?
will you miss me enough to prove you want to be my friend?
will you miss me enough to kiss me again someday?
will you miss me enough to mean it?
will you miss me?
will you?