Im no angel but does that mean that I cant live my life
So...YAY ME! I have a job now lol...turns out mc d is slow lol....I like working there everyone is soooo nice...alot nicer than ppl at kmart....when I graduate im gunna see what it takes to be a flight attendant cause Id love to be able to travle specially for free =o) and I think they get free air milage too or something I dunno. I have to look into it but yeah. I've been doing my best to keep my head up cause people just wont stop trying to bring me down. turns out its something you really cant get away from so all I can do is ignore it and keep smiling and enjoying what im doing for myself and others now. I dont care anymore if someone wants to step on me thats fine but it will be the last time they do so. yeah Ive done some shit but im making up for it now ten fold and now matter how hard it is I always feel better when I go to sleep at night. I always fall asleep with a smile on my face now =o) I hope I can keep this up cause I really am feeling so much better about everything. Im really fed up with fighting for myself cause it never gets me anywhere but into more trouble so if someone wants to talk shit or cause problems then ill just say goodbye to them. ugh Id write more but I have alot of stuff to do and im really tired I just wanna go do it and sleep....nite nite