shit turns to flowers =o)
Well...This weekend was shit for me...and for others im sure but yeah. So the other day I asked danny to take me home cause it was too late to take the buss and I figured Id chill with him before I go home even though he completely secluded himself into another room. so I asked him to take me home cause we werent even talking...and he said oh well I just started drinking even though he had only taken one sip of his first beer then he said well theres not enough gas in the car and I asked him to get 5 bucks from his mom to put gas in the car cause I mean she would have done it anyways so w/e....later on I heard him ask his mom for money but he tried being sneaky about it cause he thought I was gunna yell at him or some shit or ask him to take me home....so I told him I know hes got money and I didnt ask him to take me home cause I figured he wouldnt anyways....so i sat on the couch and I heard him go out on the porch and I was gunna go out there to sit with him but I went and he wasnt there so I looked around the house for him and he was gone went to the parking lot and I was wondering why he sneaked off....that shit really pissed me off cause he fuckign does this kind of shit way too much...if he didnt want me around he needed to say so. anyways...so he came back and he was giving me an attitude like he was pissed off at me....I know exactly why he was doing that too he was giving me attitude cause he knew what he did was wrong he would have just been straight up and told me im going to get food....I already knew he wasnt gunna take me home and I told him that so he had no reason to go and be sneaky. I hate sneaky fucks....anyways....he gave me the snottiest look and the rudest attitude and I hadnt even done anything. so I punched him and then he fucking goes buck wild and runs after me and hits me couple times in my face then he goes back in his car and I went after him and he pulled me through is car window and started ripping on my hair and slapping me and shit and I got freaked out and ran in the house and called joe cause no man was gunna get away with touching me like that....so danny was trying to act all tough and shit telling me to tell joe to come to his house or whatever and I just sat there cause joe was already comming so danny was just talking all his shit and his mother was just sitting there trying to protect his little youngling lol....so anyways. Joe came and dannys mom dragged danny back into their little nest and danny kept telling me to tell joe to come fight him so I did =o) apparently joe beat dan up pretty good cause the cops stopped me and joe when we were wlaking home and cops said it was all bloody or whatnot and that they took pictures....dannys mommy was calling joe a basterd and shit telling him to get away from dan...I though it was funny as hell cause dan had to have him mom protect him. joe came back and I thought nothing happend cause joe had not one scratch on him and he told me what happend or w/e.....so anyways...ugh it feels so good letting all this out....cops gave me a ride home and joe walked home cause I didnt wanna walk all the way from sample and university to my house I was too tired they said that danny and his mom got a restraining order on joe lol I guess they got scared. Joe laughed when the cops said that cause he doesnt like danny....why would he go see dan. But Im kinda happy that hes no longer in my life now...I feel free and happy and like...whenever someone says something nice to me it feels wierd cause dans always made me feel like I dont deserve anything nice to happen to me. Well dans got his life now and ive got mine we are no longer of each others concern...im sure hes just as happy as iam....well he prolly not even thinking about how happy he is hes prolly just going around talking a bunch of shit...like he always does. yet another reason im so happy to be away from him. Ive started hanging out with joe more...hes like my body guard lol...hes so nice to me. As for alex and me I dont think its gunna be happening cause Ive been hearing diffrent shit from diffrent people and I dont wanna have to be confused or trying to guess whats really going on. So yeah shes fun to be around im gunna keep it at that with her....for now at least...unless something changes...I mean she treats me really good but I dont wanna have to be hearing shit thats happening behind my back. so its whatever....I still like her as a friend though =o) shes kool around me. So Im starting to go back to school and Im gunna get to finnish my credits next year too and I get to earn more this year so I think its all good for me now. Im gunna be looking for a job real soon cause this mc d shit isnt working for me...I have to go back there tonight. Maybe there just really slow. Well I shall run along now =o) tah tah