Sunday and 66 degrees today...Everyday is Like Sunday...la la la
so, yes, we have been hanging out occassionally and it's been nice. the separation has helped i think. i just have to get away from the fact that yes, we can go to a movie and dinner and laugh and think about former days but it all seems a bit fleeting and then i get nostalgic or sad and we part but in a nice, kind of...hey, had a good few hours with you today way.
so perhaps we're on the mend. maybe i have forgiven him and maybe he has realized how his decisions hurt me. i think we're both at that point but need to be careful. us not living together has been very cathartic, if a bit lonely, for me but i'm not truly alone of course.
oh, it's all very confusing. i'm going to try not to think too hard about it and just do what comes natural and comfortable and continue doing things for myself like:
Scrabble meetup group
Book club (must read Life of Pi in the next two weeks)
Flourish/Self-improvement meetup group
Movies
Reading and browsing at Borders'
Hanging out at cafes more..
etc...etc...
so perhaps we're on the mend. maybe i have forgiven him and maybe he has realized how his decisions hurt me. i think we're both at that point but need to be careful. us not living together has been very cathartic, if a bit lonely, for me but i'm not truly alone of course.
oh, it's all very confusing. i'm going to try not to think too hard about it and just do what comes natural and comfortable and continue doing things for myself like:
Scrabble meetup group
Book club (must read Life of Pi in the next two weeks)
Flourish/Self-improvement meetup group
Movies
Reading and browsing at Borders'
Hanging out at cafes more..
etc...etc...