I reallyyy should be doing work..!

Nov 18, 2008 14:26

No class today! :-D

Funny thing is, it clearly states that I don't have any classes whatsoever on Tuesdays, but I only get to enjoy this luxury 9 weeks after the semester started! Yeah, thanks to never ending group projects and stuff.
So I was determined to get work done at home today, but it's almost 3pm and the amount of work done still remains close to zero. Shiet. :-/
One month left til my interim crit session and a lot still remains undone. Dammit la. What's happened to me? I can't seem to figure out why I'm so unmotivated this time around. Okay fine, I am motivated but it's always short-lived.
I've done a To-Do list but it's taking forever for me to check things off it. This is so frustratinggg!!

I keep telling myself that this is it, this is my final final final project and it should be the best work that I've ever produced. Somehow I've set this kind of expectation on myself. Then when I fail to meet my own expectations, I just keep lowering it... Which is soo not good :-/
I will think of ways to overcome this... Soon. (procrastinator in me talking :-P)

But please, don't think I'm not taking this seriously just because I'm not super stressed (yet!), not staying up til 3am every night, and still have my eye bag levels under control. Just because I have time to meet up with my friends, go shopping with my sister, get my hair cut and nails done that doesn't mean I'm taking the final year lightly... Coz I do stressss about it!
But yes, I somehow manage to complete whatever's expected before tutorials and stuff, so I guess that's alright.. Right?

Chilling out,
Zuliana ;-P

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