Letting go..
I got a new phone today, coz the one i was using has become really cacat and annoying. i've been meaning to repair it, but i keep procrastinating.... lol!
The thing is, i hate having to lose everything i've stored inside my fone.. yeah i know pics and songs can be transferred through bluetooth, but my SMSes are the things i truly treasure.. huhu i just hate deleting msges from Haizat.. so yeah, i never sent my phone for repairs, due to fear that i'm gonna lose everything.. :-/ but now, i've traded in my fone to get a brand new one.. kinda regret it coz i only got RM200 out of it.. shudve paid that extra 200 la.. coz those msges are irreplaceable.. *sigh* too late now......
I dont know whyy la but i just love hoarding things.. Paper bags, letters, clothes tags, receipts... haha yes, one of my habits!! i wish i cud give up, but no, i cantt! and i wonttt.. coz these things are somehow precious to me.. i mean, i could live without them, but when i go thru my collection, i just dont have the heart to throw anything away.. The result? Boxes and boxes full of these things...
That's why i'm gonna have such a hard time moving.. I dont think my new room has enough space for me to put all my things..
I just have too many stuff that i just cant seem to get rid of!
It took me agess to throw away my Form 2 exercise books, coz when i sit down and go through some of them, the memories just flood back and i get caught up in this emotional walk down memory lane kinda thing and...god, i need help.
I really, really must learn how to let go.....
The thing is, i hate having to lose everything i've stored inside my fone.. yeah i know pics and songs can be transferred through bluetooth, but my SMSes are the things i truly treasure.. huhu i just hate deleting msges from Haizat.. so yeah, i never sent my phone for repairs, due to fear that i'm gonna lose everything.. :-/ but now, i've traded in my fone to get a brand new one.. kinda regret it coz i only got RM200 out of it.. shudve paid that extra 200 la.. coz those msges are irreplaceable.. *sigh* too late now......
I dont know whyy la but i just love hoarding things.. Paper bags, letters, clothes tags, receipts... haha yes, one of my habits!! i wish i cud give up, but no, i cantt! and i wonttt.. coz these things are somehow precious to me.. i mean, i could live without them, but when i go thru my collection, i just dont have the heart to throw anything away.. The result? Boxes and boxes full of these things...
That's why i'm gonna have such a hard time moving.. I dont think my new room has enough space for me to put all my things..
I just have too many stuff that i just cant seem to get rid of!
It took me agess to throw away my Form 2 exercise books, coz when i sit down and go through some of them, the memories just flood back and i get caught up in this emotional walk down memory lane kinda thing and...god, i need help.
I really, really must learn how to let go.....