Note to self: there's a fine line between friendship & love.

One more self-indulgent post, never more earnest.

I grew weary & self-conscious, finding faults in details I never took notice to - my figure, posture, demeanor, and emotional capacity. When I wasn't looking, a self-defence mechanism I never knew existed, had started to take its form. Moulding and replicating, it took note on how resistance worked, ( Read more... )

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You know that kind of feeling? That feeling you get that makes you wanna return to the very beginning like it never happened at all? I feel it all the time. Holidays, feelings, love, people. I figured it's just me. Once a certain thing or person appears in my life and becomes somehow or somewhat important to me, I never forget that thing or person ( Read more... )

Dear diary,

I've been really upset and whiny these days because of a couple of matters happening in my life. Without the usual confidants who've been here for me to listen to me pour out my sorrows, I would have broken down. Nevertheless I've been the usual emotional wreck I am but last night was different. My night was made with the presence of ( Read more... )

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It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Sometimes when I look at you, and you’re looking back at me too, I feel something. This tiny hint of something more, something you’re feeling but I can't fathom. It’s like our own little secret on the same nights… a place we go to for the same reason when everything around us is fast & furious, and sometimes all we need's a little slow tempo. And I ( Read more... )