super junior
Ohh... Tell me what should I do??
I'm not a Super Junior fan... But I admit I have been watching their music and random funny videos lately on Youtube, and today is the day when I opened the pandora box (read Super Junior Japan website) only to find that Super Junior will have another live concert at Tokyo Dome this coming May!
I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
I knew I wasn't supposed to open the damned pandora box!! I knew it, I just knew IT!
I was asking myself, "Do they have a concert scheduled in Japan...?"
And my other self quickly butted in, "No! You can't even think about it...!"
But due to my lacking of self control, I ended up accessing the friggin website... and you see, my emotional self is now telling me to register for Super Junior's fanclub and book the ticket now. Actually I did register already, all I have to do is confirm it through payment.
Which unsurprisingly I feel reluctant to do, thanks to the logical me!
Let's see...
THE POSITIVES
+ I have never watched a live concert in Japan before despite my hobby (in the past) of collecting live DVDs of ORANGE RANGE, the GazettE and Tohoshinki. So if I were to go to Super Junior's concert this time, it would be my first (and most probably last, because I'm graduating in 1.5 years) experience! Meeting Nekota-sensei at Comiket last year made me incredibly happy, now imagine...meeting (not really) Super Junior for real, breathing air from the same venue, like...REAL! (Weight: 70%)
+ I can see Eunhyuk live for the first and last time! (20%)
+ I can see the rest of Super Junior members live for the...! (10%)
THE NEGATIVES
- Money. The ticket costs 10,000 yen. Round-trip plane and buses tickets at least 20,000 yen. I don't care about a place to stay, I can sleep anywhere... (Weight: 70%)
- Do I honestly want to watch this concert? Yes. Do I HAVE to really watch this concert? That's another thing... You don't. Because you always cool down after a while, you're just currently being caught up in the moment of heat! Look at your passion towards Taibani, it's matured. You no longer want T&B headphone, merchandise and comic anthologies. See, you SURVIVED in the end. That, and you obviously contain more love for Taibani than you do Super Junior! FACT. (Weight: 30%)
*sigh
The positive points are definitely dominated by the emotional me. Tsk. It's hard being a fangirl sometime, you tend to get irrational over things and regret it later.
My sister often says, "Not doing something leaves me with a greater feeling of regret than doing something does." She has a point. If I decide not to go, I will forever be curious of what it feels like to be in a live concert in Japan. A high-tech and sophisticated one at that; speaking of Super Junior in particular.
But, my friends (and parents) will ask me, "Are you crazy?" Yeah, that's because they're not boyband-friendly. But who cares about what others say!? Say, this is my life! ...though I do feel that trusting my emotion completely equals rash / tacky / unwise decisions equals regret.
But, on the day they do the concert, I will be like, at home, on my bed, feeling empty, staring blankly, "Super Junior are in Japan...in Tokyo, a 1-hour flight from this place...they must have begun the concert, they must be singing right now. Me, oh, I'm just sitting on my bed lamenting on this very night. o_o"
I didn't go to the Gazette or Tohoshinki (before they disbanded) concerts when I could. And if you ask me do I regret not going? I did, because I'm alright and distant from both groups now.
*sigh
What should I do...
I think I'll make a decision after I get to know where I'd be seated in the dome...or if there are people I can go with. Some accompany will help me confirm that attending Super Junior live concert is not a stupid choice. An hour or two ago, I was 80% ready to go, but now that my brain's finally working again I'm only 50% sure of going to the concert. FFFFUUUCCCC
I'm not a Super Junior fan... But I admit I have been watching their music and random funny videos lately on Youtube, and today is the day when I opened the pandora box (read Super Junior Japan website) only to find that Super Junior will have another live concert at Tokyo Dome this coming May!
I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
I knew I wasn't supposed to open the damned pandora box!! I knew it, I just knew IT!
I was asking myself, "Do they have a concert scheduled in Japan...?"
And my other self quickly butted in, "No! You can't even think about it...!"
But due to my lacking of self control, I ended up accessing the friggin website... and you see, my emotional self is now telling me to register for Super Junior's fanclub and book the ticket now. Actually I did register already, all I have to do is confirm it through payment.
Which unsurprisingly I feel reluctant to do, thanks to the logical me!
Click to viewLet's see...
THE POSITIVES
+ I have never watched a live concert in Japan before despite my hobby (in the past) of collecting live DVDs of ORANGE RANGE, the GazettE and Tohoshinki. So if I were to go to Super Junior's concert this time, it would be my first (and most probably last, because I'm graduating in 1.5 years) experience! Meeting Nekota-sensei at Comiket last year made me incredibly happy, now imagine...meeting (not really) Super Junior for real, breathing air from the same venue, like...REAL! (Weight: 70%)
+ I can see Eunhyuk live for the first and last time! (20%)
+ I can see the rest of Super Junior members live for the...! (10%)
THE NEGATIVES
- Money. The ticket costs 10,000 yen. Round-trip plane and buses tickets at least 20,000 yen. I don't care about a place to stay, I can sleep anywhere... (Weight: 70%)
- Do I honestly want to watch this concert? Yes. Do I HAVE to really watch this concert? That's another thing... You don't. Because you always cool down after a while, you're just currently being caught up in the moment of heat! Look at your passion towards Taibani, it's matured. You no longer want T&B headphone, merchandise and comic anthologies. See, you SURVIVED in the end. That, and you obviously contain more love for Taibani than you do Super Junior! FACT. (Weight: 30%)
*sigh
The positive points are definitely dominated by the emotional me. Tsk. It's hard being a fangirl sometime, you tend to get irrational over things and regret it later.
My sister often says, "Not doing something leaves me with a greater feeling of regret than doing something does." She has a point. If I decide not to go, I will forever be curious of what it feels like to be in a live concert in Japan. A high-tech and sophisticated one at that; speaking of Super Junior in particular.
But, my friends (and parents) will ask me, "Are you crazy?" Yeah, that's because they're not boyband-friendly. But who cares about what others say!? Say, this is my life! ...though I do feel that trusting my emotion completely equals rash / tacky / unwise decisions equals regret.
But, on the day they do the concert, I will be like, at home, on my bed, feeling empty, staring blankly, "Super Junior are in Japan...in Tokyo, a 1-hour flight from this place...they must have begun the concert, they must be singing right now. Me, oh, I'm just sitting on my bed lamenting on this very night. o_o"
I didn't go to the Gazette or Tohoshinki (before they disbanded) concerts when I could. And if you ask me do I regret not going? I did, because I'm alright and distant from both groups now.
*sigh
What should I do...
I think I'll make a decision after I get to know where I'd be seated in the dome...or if there are people I can go with. Some accompany will help me confirm that attending Super Junior live concert is not a stupid choice. An hour or two ago, I was 80% ready to go, but now that my brain's finally working again I'm only 50% sure of going to the concert. FFFFUUUCCCC