I must be wearing an invisibility cloak
You know it's weird. I feel like I've become almost invisible to everyone except for my roomie. She's the only one really keeping me sane down here, I mean she still talks to me. It seems like all of my other "friends" only call me now when they're bored and they want me to help them fix it. I know I've been down in the dumps lately and that's my fault, but I guess I always thought my friends here would be more receptive to that ya know? I'm beginning to feel like there's nothing down here for me anymore. When I came back last year Zeta had alot to do with that, and now most of those girls just ignore me because of a situation that they know nothing about, so I don't have that anymore. I don't even feel like I have some of my "closest friends" down here anymore. I know that everyone is busy, but geez, is it that hard to pick up a phone and call even to say hey haven't seen you in forever and haven't talked to you in forever, just wanted to see how you were. Apparently it is. The only thing keeping me here is Harlaxton and nursing. If I could transfer to Bradley and still go to Harlaxton next fall and still graduate next May I would do it in a heartbeat. I'm just feeling really down in the dumps and just feel like the only person here that cares is Sarah. Roomie I heart you and thanks, cuz I couldn't get through this without you.