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So one of these days I will stop allowing myself to fall for guys. Especially the ones that make you feel great so you allow yourself to fall for them and then just end up hurt. One of these days guys will stop using me without my knowledge or consent. Having a relationship with a guy that goes beyond friendship is just setting myself up to be hurt. I give up on it. Apparently I'm not meant to be happy with one. One person, and he knows who he is, has completely made me lose what little faith I had left in the male species.