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i hate that its tuesday and i have to go to school..but.. it's jus another thing you gotta suck up and get over with.. got a lab to do today too.. then afterschool i've got that group interview.. well not right after.. it's later but i can get ready for it afterschool.. and... .. i have to work on making things up to my mom..
my heart ... is pretty hungover from that ordeal.. first it was so hurt on my part but talking to her yesterday hurt me for her and .. iunno.. i really have fucked up.. i always really fuck up. but i cant accept it anymore.. especially since no one else wants to accept it..
*sigh*
hopefully she'll like cake.. ima try to make an "i'm sorry" cake 1st.. then.. gotta make a bigger and better list until.. things can.. be okie..
i do feel guilty too
and it sucks that the person that i didnt think could makes me feel the worst.
okie
so i have to get changed and all that. and then.. school..
okay
i can do it
i think i can i think i can i think i can
my heart ... is pretty hungover from that ordeal.. first it was so hurt on my part but talking to her yesterday hurt me for her and .. iunno.. i really have fucked up.. i always really fuck up. but i cant accept it anymore.. especially since no one else wants to accept it..
*sigh*
hopefully she'll like cake.. ima try to make an "i'm sorry" cake 1st.. then.. gotta make a bigger and better list until.. things can.. be okie..
i do feel guilty too
and it sucks that the person that i didnt think could makes me feel the worst.
okie
so i have to get changed and all that. and then.. school..
okay
i can do it
i think i can i think i can i think i can