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i always feel like i need to cry
and i just havent had time
school frustrates me soo much
i hate my classes
well except leadership
im dropping bio for good, i already talked to mr ashwin so thats okie
i just havent told my parents
and im not sure how they'll react
even tho im doing it for them.. because i dont think i'll get a good mark in bio i dont want toi bother w/ it and have it bring down my average
because my parents were far from impressed last semester
and then i just felt like shit
but sometimes its just SO hard for me to even try or get through the day
and i dont know how to tell them that
how much i struggle
because i also dont feel the need
i dont know.
and my dream last nite was retarded
it was kindof fucked up, like themovie dani corey & i watched yesterday, the number 23
i saw alot of knives and this chick was havin abirthday party and kept kicking ppl out and then was going to kill some people
and wat pissed me off the most was that i was pissed at corey the whole dream
or just frustrated like i was yesterday
and he was just being SO not-understanding
although he usually is
..
iunno.. i feel like i should talk to him about it
that every dream i have of him, one of us has cheated or im jus mad at him or w/e
ugh i dont know
i dont want to think
i dont want to go to school
i know im just going to get frustrated w/ this walk about shit..
fuck fuck
but i want to know about the history classes i can take
:(
and i just havent had time
school frustrates me soo much
i hate my classes
well except leadership
im dropping bio for good, i already talked to mr ashwin so thats okie
i just havent told my parents
and im not sure how they'll react
even tho im doing it for them.. because i dont think i'll get a good mark in bio i dont want toi bother w/ it and have it bring down my average
because my parents were far from impressed last semester
and then i just felt like shit
but sometimes its just SO hard for me to even try or get through the day
and i dont know how to tell them that
how much i struggle
because i also dont feel the need
i dont know.
and my dream last nite was retarded
it was kindof fucked up, like themovie dani corey & i watched yesterday, the number 23
i saw alot of knives and this chick was havin abirthday party and kept kicking ppl out and then was going to kill some people
and wat pissed me off the most was that i was pissed at corey the whole dream
or just frustrated like i was yesterday
and he was just being SO not-understanding
although he usually is
..
iunno.. i feel like i should talk to him about it
that every dream i have of him, one of us has cheated or im jus mad at him or w/e
ugh i dont know
i dont want to think
i dont want to go to school
i know im just going to get frustrated w/ this walk about shit..
fuck fuck
but i want to know about the history classes i can take
:(