A little later, I will be off to funnydyke's house to help her prep for a dinner party. funnydyke is amusing in her pre-party frenzy in that the feminist bad-ass turns into a total 1950's socialite. She frets hard core - and this despite every one of her occasions turning out sparkling every time. I like to think it is her Inner Morman showing. The same Inner ( Read more... )

I had an intense dream about my girl G. last night/this morning. The kind where I woke up and thought she was still in the room waiting for me to finish my sentence.

I have a difficult relationship with her memory. I'd like to have a difficult relationship with her, but that's not possible. So we have a not-relationship. Defined by what it isn' ( Read more... )

1. How old were you when you came out?

Um...34? But I would not have described myself as straight since ever - I knew I was wavy since I was about 25. But in reality I also have only ever been sprung over three women. So what does that make me? Monogamous to a serious degree ( Read more... )

* To counteract an uncomfortable trend, this journal is going Public-Only. If you want to read my Public-Only posts, feel free to comment and I will go check out your journal, decide if you are worthy and then you can still read all my posts whether I like it or not. If a girl wants to write about her life, she can't be a-skeered any longer that ( Read more... )

So a few months back I remember telling someone that I didn't have any horrible coming out stories. Ah, so much has changed ( Read more... )

I went because my mother told me too. G. texted me that her friend had died and then the days-long string of communication between us snapped and I got nothing but silence for three days. My mom said to text her that I was coming down and leave ( Read more... )

Drive-Doolittle-Talk. In that strict order. You don't even take your eyes off the road until Gouge Away ( Read more... )

belladonnalin G., but you probably knew that. She and you have(had) this quality in common, that I miss more than anything - The ability to do any mundane shit - laundry, writing a paper, cleaning house, cooking dinner - and make it, like the funnest thing ever. That's when I knew she had a serious problem, when all that just disappeared. I had to see her ( Read more... )

Portland wipes me out, sucks the marrow from my bones and replaces my blood with whiskey ( Read more... )