Jan 16, 2006 13:03
I am going to Venice!! it is hard to believe that in 3 and half months i will be off this continent for the first time. and there is no bakcing out now. i am nervous and excited all at the same time. i hope it is amazing but like always i am looking for any flaw. i don't understand my obsession with looking for the bad things and it is getting worse and worse. but last night i proved myself wrong and had an awesome time at the cast party. a little drink is all i need. i still don't understand some of those people though. even when i talk to them now they look down on me b/c i am only costume crew. or not look down but just not interseted. i swear i am interesting.
now that unrinetown is over ia m helping with the next. maybe by the end of that they will all talk to me. i really like the director this time she seems super nice. the cast is most of the people i liked too or who talked to me.
hopefully first i'll have some time for my friends and work.
20's party this friday!!
two more classes then i can catch up on my sleep.