ZOO!
I went to the Philly zoo with my friend Jess, it was really fun! We went there around 11 and spent like most if the day there. We got to see some of the tiger in the new exibit they had, but some of them wouldn't come out. :( We left around 4 and then picked up her boyfriend who has the same taste in music as I do. LoL! Then we went to Ikea and played around with the beds and stuff, which turned out fun and random as always. Then we went to Wegman's and we ate dinner. We saw a girl barfing and it was kinda gross, LoL! Overall it was a nice day. I'm really glad Jess has such a great bf, they are really into each other. It made me kinda sad to watch since I felt jealous. I really do feel happy for them, but inside I'm also really sad and longer for that type of relationship. I wish I didn't care or didn't feel upset. I hate feeling that way. I seem to be liked by other people's bf and they are really friendly, but then I wonder why I have such a hard time finding people then. I have to blame it on the fact that I don't get out enough in public places to meet new people. West Chester will never cough up someone great for me like the kinds of guys my friends have.
Hanging out with Jess made me realize how lame my life was in terms of being independent, I don't really go anywhere far enough to venture into the world alone. I tend to be home a lot which won't help me find new people. I dunno, I guess I worry that maybe I may stay like this my whole life, just be in the same area forever. I believe it's possible for me to be other places, but I dunno, maybe I'm just lonely. Hehe, I'm always lonely deep inside, longer for someone to want my presence all the time and telling me things I would like to hear. Maybe I'm used to the crap I have usually heard like "there is no such thing as love" It's really depressing! I feel bad I bring this up so much, it's not like anyone can change my destiny or help me unless they can find Mr. Perfect for me right now and plop him next to me, hehe. Well, I will end my pointless rant about this crap, I'm such a dork, I need to stop. But the zoo was mucho fun. Those animals crack me up. Ok, me done, byes.
Hanging out with Jess made me realize how lame my life was in terms of being independent, I don't really go anywhere far enough to venture into the world alone. I tend to be home a lot which won't help me find new people. I dunno, I guess I worry that maybe I may stay like this my whole life, just be in the same area forever. I believe it's possible for me to be other places, but I dunno, maybe I'm just lonely. Hehe, I'm always lonely deep inside, longer for someone to want my presence all the time and telling me things I would like to hear. Maybe I'm used to the crap I have usually heard like "there is no such thing as love" It's really depressing! I feel bad I bring this up so much, it's not like anyone can change my destiny or help me unless they can find Mr. Perfect for me right now and plop him next to me, hehe. Well, I will end my pointless rant about this crap, I'm such a dork, I need to stop. But the zoo was mucho fun. Those animals crack me up. Ok, me done, byes.