I just noticed the ficlet I wrote for
spn_blindfold sitting in my docs list, and thought I might as well post it, if only to remind myself that I have written something in 2009. (In other news, I appear to lack an icon of Jensen - as opposed to Dean - looking sexy. How is this even possible? It must be rectified asap.)
Looking - Jared/Jensen, NC17.
Written for the prompt 'Jensen walks in on Jared watching porn'. Unbetaed.
Looking
Holy fuck. This wasn't the scene Jensen was expecting.
Jared's flushed and panting, laid out naked on his bed with his legs spread obscenely wide. The only light in the room is coming from the TV, images of naked bodies and slick, pink flesh casting a flickering light across Jared's sweat-sheened skin.
Jensen should back away, close the door before Jared notices him, but instead he's stuck there, transfixed by the sight of Jared's hand wrapped around his dick. Jared's working himself slow and firm, letting out little grunts of satisfaction as he fucks up into his fist. His other hand teases at his nipple, rolling it to a hard point between finger and thumb.
Fuck, yeah, moans one of the characters on the TV screen, and Jensen's breath catches in his throat as he sees what it is Jared's watching. The guy letting out those breathy moans - blond, cropped hair darkened with sweat - is down on his hands and knees spreading himself open for another guy's cock. He groans again as the top pulls almost all the way out and slams back in, and Jared groans too, hand working faster on his dick.
Jensen realizes his own dick is swelling and straining against the fly of his pants. He presses one hand against it, sliding his thumb along its length. He really, really should leave. He takes one step back and the floor creaks under his weight, and it's too late to leave now, because Jared's turning to see what the noise was.
"Jensen?" Jared doesn't sound shocked, or angry, just a little surprised.
"I thought you were out," Jensen says weakly.
"No," Jared says unnecessarily.
Jensen can't seem to make his legs move, and he feels like he should say something else, like I'm sorry I barged in, or I'm not getting off on watching you, only neither of those are true. So he just keeps on standing there, hand still on his dick, and despite his embarrassment he's still hard, achingly so.
There's another loud moan from the TV, and both of them turn instinctively towards it. The blond guy's sucking someone's dick now, lips stretched wide and eyes closed in ecstasy.
"Fuck," Jared says, and his hand starts to move again, tight and fast on his own cock.
"Jared - " Jensen starts, and then gives up, moves across the room instead to stand by the bed. "You want this?"
Jared looks up at him, flushed and debauched. "God, yeah."
Jensen strips off his pants, and when Jared's mouth closes hot and wet around him, he almost loses it right there and then. Jared sucks him in deep and dirty, letting out little moans of pleasure that vibrate around Jensen's cock.
When Jensen's fingers tighten in Jared's hair, Jared pulls away and licks his lips. "Don't come yet," he says. "Not till you're in my ass." He laughs at the expression on Jensen's face. "Been waiting a long time for this. Better make it worth the wait."