Aug 27, 2006 20:31
I'm doing homework...but that's not really what this is about.
I feel pretty alone...ever since i got too close to a certain girl whom i now can no longer stand I've kinda lost touch with the girls in my life...course it always kinda seems that they are intransit when they come upon me in life. they're here for a while and we become close and then they move on or i move on. Ever since i fell in/out of love for the first time no other girl has been able to keep her place in my life for very long. andnow i find my self without much of any kind of female companionship...there is one girl, we've been friends for quite a while now and we want to start hanging out more but it's just not quite what i'm looking for, i'm not looking for a romance interest in this particular case...just someone to talk to. about my pains and my pleasures, all the things about my life, the things that make me me. I need a new, objective opinion cuz everyone else...i already know what they'll tell me. I want a fresh view, a new eye. Talking to the guys is fine and good but everyonce ina while i need a girl around that i can really let my guard down to. *sigh*