May 01, 2024 19:52
Recently I read "How to Pray When You're Mad at God (Or Anybody Else for that Matter)" by the late Ian Punnett, who incidentally was my favorite host on Coast to Coast AM. I got inspired enough to actually write my own angry prayer. It's on a phone right now, and yeah, peeved enough to actually use that tiny phone keyboard to write it all out.
Jist of it is God's never answered any of my prayers before. What makes me think he'll blemish a perfect record and start now?
That's when Nebt-Het(Nephthys) stepped in. Though I don't consider myself a spiritual descendant of hers, she is nevertheless one of my beloveds. She bascially told me "Give me all your sorrows". So I gave her a shot. In the usual way like it does with Iset, for a little while things seemed to get worse before they got better. Way better. Better than I thought they would. I guess she knows what to do with them more than I.
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