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Everything is fuckity.
Cara's wife walked out on her. Said she had been miserable for a long time and Cara didn't notice. I wish I was there, but last-minute plane tickets are out of my price range. I wish I could just fly out whenever I wanted, but the money isn't mine and we already have a trip paid for coming up in July.
Cara and Sara were together for 8.5 years. They had been trying to have a baby. I just don't get it. I feel like I should, I was in Sara's shoes the last time around, when I left and E claimed ignorance. Willful ignorance, maybe.
I've come to love Sara and I feel like I've lost her too, though obviously not to the same extent as Cara. Cara has blossomed with her love. I'm afraid now. I love Cara to absolute pieces and it hurts me to hear the raw pain in her voice when she calls. I would do anything I could to help. I know only time can really help but I wish I could make that necessary time easier.
I just feel demolished by it all.
Cara's wife walked out on her. Said she had been miserable for a long time and Cara didn't notice. I wish I was there, but last-minute plane tickets are out of my price range. I wish I could just fly out whenever I wanted, but the money isn't mine and we already have a trip paid for coming up in July.
Cara and Sara were together for 8.5 years. They had been trying to have a baby. I just don't get it. I feel like I should, I was in Sara's shoes the last time around, when I left and E claimed ignorance. Willful ignorance, maybe.
I've come to love Sara and I feel like I've lost her too, though obviously not to the same extent as Cara. Cara has blossomed with her love. I'm afraid now. I love Cara to absolute pieces and it hurts me to hear the raw pain in her voice when she calls. I would do anything I could to help. I know only time can really help but I wish I could make that necessary time easier.
I just feel demolished by it all.