in the end of things to come, a deeper understanding can always be found evident
it appears to be time to update my live journal, it has been a while, and i dont really use livejournal bc no one is ever on it...becuz u all suck! im finally starting to get over rebecca i suppose. the longing feeling is replaced with an undertone of loath and understanding. ive started to realize the person she is...which is sided, she is the kind of person who looks at things in sides, like "this person is bad, this person is good" and i think she started to see me as "bad" idk...but rebecca is to fuckin silly most of the time anywase, she is just silly and goofy. she is very very smart, and very mature, but i cant change the fact she is a 15 yr old girl, and 15 yr old girls will inevidatbly be 15yr old girls. right after we broke up i didnt want anyone else but her, now though, i just want to hop on every fucking girl i see who shows me the slightest bit of affection. anywase my band is going on tour with becuz of her this christmas, and things are starting to explode for grand tour for eliza, and i look foward to everything that is happening with us...we have a show in lewisville tomorow... no1 will show...anywase...IF U LEAVE ME A COMMMENT ILL BE SURE TO COMMENT BACK, with lots of love
derry
derry