23 - Take my heart, take my soul -- I don't need them anymore.

[zombie_pen]

[can be found on his bed, lying on his back & staring at the ceiling like it could solve all his problems. But of course, the ceiling simply stared back, occasionally illuminated by the crackling lightning dancing outside the apartment walls]

I'm such an idiot.

[pulls Mr. Peanuttles -- Rose's favorite teddy bear that she handed him before he left

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[amoralthief]

....well, this is a bit pathetic, isn't it?

[zombie_pen]

[quirks an eyebrow, putting the bottle back on the floor]

Oh look, my favorite person.

[amoralthief]

Cute teddy bear.

[zombie_pen]

... it's Rose's. She said it looked like I needed it more than she did.

[sets the bear on his pillow, sitting up & looking at her]

& what do I owe this pleasure?

[amoralthief]

Oh, and here I thought you'd finally broken down and taken Mr. Bear out of his hiding place between the mattresses.

Just dropping by. You know, business as usual.

[zombie_pen]

I never even had a teddy bear when I was a kid, Bela.

[amoralthief]

No wonder you're a bit messed up.

[zombie_pen]

[snorts, smiling crookedly]

You have no idea, sweetheart.

[amoralthief]

Yes, well, then. What's the latest drop in the bucket that has you cuddling up to bears while in bed?

[zombie_pen]

Rose broke up with me over the whole thing with Roxas. Dean won't look me in the eye because of the whole shagging-a-guy shindig, & other!Sam is... who knows anymore.

[amoralthief]

I hate to break it to you, Winchester, but the first two are your own fault, and we both know it.

You and your other self, though...that's an odd one.

[zombie_pen]

Well, yeah. I know they're both my fault. Doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that one out, sunshine.

Honestly, I don't even know what to do about other!me. Half the time we're bickering at each other to straighten the fuck up, & stop moping.

[amoralthief]

The other you is right, you know.

Oh, well, admitting that they're both your fault is the first step to fixing it all, now isn't it?

[zombie_pen]

Dean will get over it, in time. Soon he'll realize I'm still his baby brother, & he'll let it go.

Rose... is a different matter. I don't know if she'll ever forgive me. Not that I expect her to.

[amoralthief]

Girls do tend to take it pretty hard when they're slept around on, especially when it's with another man.

[zombie_pen]

Really, Bela? Hadn't noticed.