23 - Take my heart, take my soul -- I don't need them anymore.
[can be found on his bed, lying on his back & staring at the ceiling like it could solve all his problems. But of course, the ceiling simply stared back, occasionally illuminated by the crackling lightning dancing outside the apartment walls]
I'm such an idiot.
[pulls Mr. Peanuttles -- Rose's favorite teddy bear that she handed him before he left her apartment -- close to his chest, sighing deeply]
Shouldn't be surprised though. Every woman who gets close to me gets hurt. Guess I should just be thankful that she's not pinned to her ceiling, burning up right now.
My own brother won't look me in the eye, my other!self was impossibly sick last time I heard from him, & now my girlfriend hates me.
Not that I regret what I did to deserve this. I just wish I could have skipped the painful consequences, & just gone on with my life.
[sits up a bit, taking a drag from the Jack Daniel's bottle he stashed near his bed, wrinkling his nose at the familiar burn]
Really have to stop drinking... Whenever this stops hurting.
I'm such an idiot.
[pulls Mr. Peanuttles -- Rose's favorite teddy bear that she handed him before he left her apartment -- close to his chest, sighing deeply]
Shouldn't be surprised though. Every woman who gets close to me gets hurt. Guess I should just be thankful that she's not pinned to her ceiling, burning up right now.
My own brother won't look me in the eye, my other!self was impossibly sick last time I heard from him, & now my girlfriend hates me.
Not that I regret what I did to deserve this. I just wish I could have skipped the painful consequences, & just gone on with my life.
[sits up a bit, taking a drag from the Jack Daniel's bottle he stashed near his bed, wrinkling his nose at the familiar burn]
Really have to stop drinking... Whenever this stops hurting.