Aug 09, 2009 14:40
I'm finding that losing weight is a bit harder than it seems. Actually, a lot harder. I've mostly stopped eating shitty foods, and I've more or less cut out soda. It's fucking killing me. I have noticed that when I'm thirsty my mouth generally tells me to get water instead of Pepsi, which I think is a good sign. It tells me my body is starting to accept better stuff. So, I've been trying to drink a lot more water. Sometimes I'll have a soda, but maybe only one can every few days. I try to drink at list a liter of water per day. I know it isn't enough, but I'm still trying to get used to the stuff, and I feel that it's certainly an improvement.
My main issue is with food. I am craving McDonald's or Taco Bell or Pizza Hut. I want fast food soooooo much right now. It's a good thing I'm flat broke, otherwise I fear I would undo anything I've done, which I feel is not that much, honestly. It sucks that you put on weight super fast, but it takes so long to lose it. It's easy to lose hope. But, I'm trying to stick to it. Eating less, eating better, getting more exercise. Hopefully in time I'll see improvement. If not, maybe I need to consult a nutritionist and figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. But for now, I want to try to figure it out for myself.
Fuck carrots, though. I don't think anything I do will ever make me like carrots.