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[b]Life is depleting in value[/b]
I'm sick of stupid family the only person with value is my mother. My step father is just a big defensive child, who wants to stay home from work and do nothing, then get upset when anyone points it out to him maybe because of shame. Oh but no its because he is sick, maybe if he stop smoking so much he'd feel better all he wants to know is what we are eating tonight and if he isn't asking about food he is eating it and other then that hes complaining.
My sister is worthless dumb and idiotic and is a child also her and My step father have a lot in common. My step father said i was like him before but now looking at him if he ever said it again I'd cry and pray I'd never be like that, dependent on things to make me feel like i was alive. My sister only thinks about partying and shes quick to betray anyone and everyone just to get attention
I dislike myself for not being ignorant. For watching the world and becoming sick with dread of living because is that all it amounts to? I get mad over trivial things its dumb i hate myself for that too, its just something insignificant but i still get upset over it. I wish to move away change my name meet people who never knew my face and leave those who did behind me, except my mother of course and maybe a few other people.
Sometimes i tihnk death is a good answer but then half way in between killing myself I'd hate myself even more for being a pussy bitch who can't deal, so i tihnk the best option is live miserably now but live and then strive later.
I've come to learn the people are a disappointment and you should never rely on anyone even if you tihnk you can trust them with your life.
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People [/b]
People are really starting to irritate me to a big extreme. They are dumb idiotic things. They never say what they want, they pretend and say false things to fit into the norm. No one dares to be original or weird because other people might not like them. So! Who needs other people to like you for how you dress? They wouldn't be good friends at all.
People talking when they are told not to talk in class especially when a teacher is talking irritates me to no end. What is so important that it can't wait and that you must be disrespectful over? Hmm telling the person you got drunk of your ass yeah because thats worthy of a conversation. We still act like animals i observe this all the time. The giddy expression when doing something you know your not supposed to be doing its so animalistic and disgusting.
This one kid really annoys me and i get the pleasure of having him in 2 classes. He is ignorant. Dumb a loser to the human population dirt. /He asked to get food and the teacher said after class I'll give you that muffin, and like 5 minutes before class was over he tried to get it. I mean come the fuck on 5 minutes! She said after class stop being an idiot. I wonder if his mother took drugs when she was pregnant.
I'll right more later i need to go carve a pumpkin
I'm sick of stupid family the only person with value is my mother. My step father is just a big defensive child, who wants to stay home from work and do nothing, then get upset when anyone points it out to him maybe because of shame. Oh but no its because he is sick, maybe if he stop smoking so much he'd feel better all he wants to know is what we are eating tonight and if he isn't asking about food he is eating it and other then that hes complaining.
My sister is worthless dumb and idiotic and is a child also her and My step father have a lot in common. My step father said i was like him before but now looking at him if he ever said it again I'd cry and pray I'd never be like that, dependent on things to make me feel like i was alive. My sister only thinks about partying and shes quick to betray anyone and everyone just to get attention
I dislike myself for not being ignorant. For watching the world and becoming sick with dread of living because is that all it amounts to? I get mad over trivial things its dumb i hate myself for that too, its just something insignificant but i still get upset over it. I wish to move away change my name meet people who never knew my face and leave those who did behind me, except my mother of course and maybe a few other people.
Sometimes i tihnk death is a good answer but then half way in between killing myself I'd hate myself even more for being a pussy bitch who can't deal, so i tihnk the best option is live miserably now but live and then strive later.
I've come to learn the people are a disappointment and you should never rely on anyone even if you tihnk you can trust them with your life.
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People [/b]
People are really starting to irritate me to a big extreme. They are dumb idiotic things. They never say what they want, they pretend and say false things to fit into the norm. No one dares to be original or weird because other people might not like them. So! Who needs other people to like you for how you dress? They wouldn't be good friends at all.
People talking when they are told not to talk in class especially when a teacher is talking irritates me to no end. What is so important that it can't wait and that you must be disrespectful over? Hmm telling the person you got drunk of your ass yeah because thats worthy of a conversation. We still act like animals i observe this all the time. The giddy expression when doing something you know your not supposed to be doing its so animalistic and disgusting.
This one kid really annoys me and i get the pleasure of having him in 2 classes. He is ignorant. Dumb a loser to the human population dirt. /He asked to get food and the teacher said after class I'll give you that muffin, and like 5 minutes before class was over he tried to get it. I mean come the fuck on 5 minutes! She said after class stop being an idiot. I wonder if his mother took drugs when she was pregnant.
I'll right more later i need to go carve a pumpkin