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every time i come in this bar, they are playing all i want by the offspring. its getting distracting! do they see me coming and decide to play some punky type music to keep me here, spending more money?
today is a bank holiday in spain, so is wednesday, but shops here are open for the tourists. so i can still buy as much tat as i want!
whiney stuff
i spoke to my mum yesterday about coming back to the uk. she said its not a problem for us to move back into their attic if (when?) we need to. one thing ive thought alot about though is that i dont really want to be back 'up north'. not in barnsley anyway. if my uncle is... well, y'know, we'll stay until that is over, but then id like to be somewhere else. ive proved i can do it, i can go anywhere i like. we saved up and made it abroad, so im sure i can manage down south. at least i speak the same language there (just about!!!)
its just, with my other uncle passing away suddenly a couple of years back in an accident, i think my dad is feeling really down. he doesnt say so, he never says so. but before we left the uk, he was so quiet, and distracted. and my mum makes it worse by faffing about everything, she cant just be quiet. she feels she has to carry on the conversation for both of them. im scared it will affect my dad badly.
whine over
hmmmm. my dreams have been very very strange. and so vivid. id like to know what the hell they mean! i can figure some of it out - they can be pretty literal! but some are freaky. i always have cool hair though in them, so ive got some super-cool ideas for my new do. we shall see.
today is a bank holiday in spain, so is wednesday, but shops here are open for the tourists. so i can still buy as much tat as i want!
whiney stuff
i spoke to my mum yesterday about coming back to the uk. she said its not a problem for us to move back into their attic if (when?) we need to. one thing ive thought alot about though is that i dont really want to be back 'up north'. not in barnsley anyway. if my uncle is... well, y'know, we'll stay until that is over, but then id like to be somewhere else. ive proved i can do it, i can go anywhere i like. we saved up and made it abroad, so im sure i can manage down south. at least i speak the same language there (just about!!!)
its just, with my other uncle passing away suddenly a couple of years back in an accident, i think my dad is feeling really down. he doesnt say so, he never says so. but before we left the uk, he was so quiet, and distracted. and my mum makes it worse by faffing about everything, she cant just be quiet. she feels she has to carry on the conversation for both of them. im scared it will affect my dad badly.
whine over
hmmmm. my dreams have been very very strange. and so vivid. id like to know what the hell they mean! i can figure some of it out - they can be pretty literal! but some are freaky. i always have cool hair though in them, so ive got some super-cool ideas for my new do. we shall see.