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Boy, looking back, I've been in some really nasty mental places since high school. I know the heart of the problem, too. It's a lack of acknowledgement from others of my existence. I've gone full school years with zero people to talk to...it really is the most horrible feeling in the world...that you have nothing to do now and you will have nothing to do in the foreseeable future. I really miss being around my dogs. I can't believe I moved down here for school, what a ridiculous mistake. I could have just gone to a school around home.
I'm not quite as bad as I was last year. I do have 1 roommate who I talk to. The other 2 don't seem interested in meeting...I hardly ever see them.
School still sucks, but I don't care about it as much anymore. I'm waiting to hear back from a few firms in Chicago that I had connections at...if they ask to see my transcript I won't even try. I'll just try to find some business type job if the whole law thing doesn't work out, at which point I will have wasted 3 years.
I'm not quite as bad as I was last year. I do have 1 roommate who I talk to. The other 2 don't seem interested in meeting...I hardly ever see them.
School still sucks, but I don't care about it as much anymore. I'm waiting to hear back from a few firms in Chicago that I had connections at...if they ask to see my transcript I won't even try. I'll just try to find some business type job if the whole law thing doesn't work out, at which point I will have wasted 3 years.