the weekend
Friday I went downtown to drink and smoke with the same old friends from high school. They don't give two shits about me. I don't smoke as much as them, they all like my brother more. This has been what I've called fun for the last 6 or 7 years. I never pick up women, never have any hobbies, just drink with a bunch of boring potheads. It is not fun anymore.
Saturday I did nothing. Stayed in the house all day then just went to bed. Girl who thinks I'm her friend called me. I didn't answer because I just want to fuck her and I missed that opportunity.
Today was father's day. Bought bottle of wine after I woke up to give to my dad. Had big piece of beef for dinner. Boredom took me out to a greasy burrito place afterwards. I've been eating too much shit lately...and probably for my entire life. It's difficult to stop because I'm never doing anything and eating passes the time.
I never thought I'd say this, but I think I will eventually enjoy working. I will like it because I no longer enjoy my life outside of work. It is meaningless. I never do anything new, I never meet anyone new, and I don't like the current situation.
Work is my new fun. Money is my only friend.
Saturday I did nothing. Stayed in the house all day then just went to bed. Girl who thinks I'm her friend called me. I didn't answer because I just want to fuck her and I missed that opportunity.
Today was father's day. Bought bottle of wine after I woke up to give to my dad. Had big piece of beef for dinner. Boredom took me out to a greasy burrito place afterwards. I've been eating too much shit lately...and probably for my entire life. It's difficult to stop because I'm never doing anything and eating passes the time.
I never thought I'd say this, but I think I will eventually enjoy working. I will like it because I no longer enjoy my life outside of work. It is meaningless. I never do anything new, I never meet anyone new, and I don't like the current situation.
Work is my new fun. Money is my only friend.