Seriously thinking about going back on Zoloft.
I hate that I'm never motivated to do anything until after 5pm (wouldn't be a problem if I didn't have a day job). I hate having to be in bed by 10pm, or be miserable the next day. I hate that even though I've had 2 raises in the last year, I still make a dollar less an hour than the dishwashers at the restaurant where Squeezums works. I hate
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I'm sorry...damn, it feels like everyone has been hit really hard this year. It sucks that this sort of stuff happens to great people like you and Gary. It amazes me that 2 people can work so hard in what they do and you barely get any recognition for it. I feel really bad. Sometimes it just takes alot to drive yourself to do just the daily things, let alone function at all. It's annoying when you feel yourself in a hole and there's that overwhelming feeling that you can't dig yourself out of it.
I don't think that your relatives would be that upset with you. I mean, it was a hard thing to deal with. I agree with squeey, tell them the truth. It's not like you were being mean and ignoring them on purpose or anything. You just needed the time to get yourself together. And that's a totally understandable thing.
Have you considered making a schedule for yourself for your day job and your possible business? Some people can work better if they see it in black and white...or in my case, neon colors. It's supposed to show me what I'm spending my time on. It's taking a bit to get used to, because I normally don't go on lists, but at the same time i can't count on myself to be like "yeah!!! I'm gonna do this!" because either I'll forget it, or once I remember I won't feel like doing it at all.
and about your tip thing...did you want I just mail you the 10? I just find that so mean that you did all that work and those people didn't compensate you guys enough. I know 10 isn't nearly enough, but that much I know I can afford, lol! I just feel bad...
Ok I'll leave you alone. I'm sorry I babbled for so long. Just be safe and take care of yourself ok?
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