seriously wtf
you just acused me of hitting my kid. seriously stfu. if your not out here to see whats going on keep your mouth shut. just beacuse you think you here something dont mean it is what you think it is. when he is screeming i clap. and i clap loud. it takes his attention off of his screeming for a split sec and brings it to my hands or my face. and yes first thing in the mornig befor my cig and coffie i dont give a crap if there crying and screeming. they can sit in the living room tell i finish making there bottles. then i have a cig (wich makes a huge diffrance)change there dipers and then make my coffee. turn on my computer and scroll threw fb real quick wile there sucking down a bottle then we play with the counting or a,b,c toys.and yes my computer is still on and fb is usualy up. if some one messages me wile were palying and stuff ill answere if im in arms reach. but that rarely happens.and for the rest of the day we paly eat and i ben trying to teach kay how to shair.... she does fine tell theres people around. she does great with a lot of things tell other people walk in.but ya knwo what... none of that matters. you already have a set thought in your head and thats what your gonna think. no matter what your gonna think i hitting the kids and neglecting them. but yet your not awake to see or interact with any of it.just accuse....now your sleeping out here on the couch like a fucking watch dog.. only reasion your out here. you dont trust me so your gonna watch me WTF!!!!! thats just fucking insulting.well any way im gonna paly with the kids wile your passed out on the couch....sleeping away your time with our kids.... oh wait. i can say that my son and your daughter....beacuse you remind me so often that shes your child and she has a daddy.... so much for the thought of grandure of adopting her huh.... dont matter tho im not gonna treat her any diff then if she was my own. i love her right to death. and she just brought me a teddy bear and tryed to hand it to me saying daddy..... and once agine.... i had to say no im charlie.....and gave it back.... so yah now im sitting here in tears... your sleeping 5 feet away from me and the kids are between us. palying with plastic eggs.and im off to join them.