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feeling like shit. just one of thoes days. think its time to go to the doc and see what i can do about diff meds. depreshion sucks. my brain sucks. just wish i could shut it off. and its not even the im gonna kill myself depreshion. its the self lothing if ya dont hate me ya should cuz i hate my self kind.........idk. ill stfu. idk why im this way. just sucks.worst part is i dont even have a reasion to feel this way. i just do. and it sucks. oh yah did i mention this sucks