ever feel like your the bigest pice of shit in the world..
well i do. earlyer mandi(the gf) and i were joking around and she cam after me with some choclet pudding pie and attempted to get it on me. and jokingly i called her a cunt monkey... dident mean it as an insult just vigina monkey dident sound right in my head. so i substatuted the word vigina with cunt..... got the knife covered in pie thrown at me. i deserved it. none the less i feel like shit about it.it just kinda poped out. at that moment i dident even take into consideration she is female and thats not something to say to a woman. im such a fucking idiot.why is it that everything that comes out of my mouth is volger offencive or down right inapropret. i have no filter.i dont even realize what im saying most the time tell after its said. then im like wtf is wrong with me. maybe i should just stop talking..... no that would just piss people off just as much.i cant win...im just a fuck up and thats all ill ever be.