I ain't gettin outta bed today...
Phone rings..
Sierra: "Whats this shit on your myspace you ain't gettin outta bed today??
Me singing sublime..: " I aint gettin,
I aint gettin out of bed today,
I aint gettin,
I aint gettin out of bed today,
Sierra: Well Fuck Wheeler, come on I don't have Gwen tonight and I want to go out.
Me: No way! Im only going out once a week and besides, I got drunk at home last night all by myself and I feel like shit!
Sierra: Once a week? And when is the last time you went out?
Me: Whenever we went out last, like 4 days ago?
Sierra: " Yeah, but technically that was LAST week and this week is a new week"
Me: Yeah, but it was 4 days ago and we're going out this friday so that counts as my one day a week! Just come over to my Moms and watch a movie with us!
Sierra: "Ah, you suck! Call me if you change your mind"
I probably won't change my mind. Im trying to be disciplined with my life again. When I injured my foot, I felt as if the Universe was trying to tell me to slow the fuck down! And since then, I have! I've gotten off the pills, I Don't go out drinking as much. I Only hang out with close friends and not random crazies just because they drink or have drugs.... Im not trying to be legalistic with my decisions, just trying to make healthier decisions for myself. So far it seems to be working. I feel more accomplished and satisfied as I go throughout my day.
Sierra: "Whats this shit on your myspace you ain't gettin outta bed today??
Me singing sublime..: " I aint gettin,
I aint gettin out of bed today,
I aint gettin,
I aint gettin out of bed today,
Sierra: Well Fuck Wheeler, come on I don't have Gwen tonight and I want to go out.
Me: No way! Im only going out once a week and besides, I got drunk at home last night all by myself and I feel like shit!
Sierra: Once a week? And when is the last time you went out?
Me: Whenever we went out last, like 4 days ago?
Sierra: " Yeah, but technically that was LAST week and this week is a new week"
Me: Yeah, but it was 4 days ago and we're going out this friday so that counts as my one day a week! Just come over to my Moms and watch a movie with us!
Sierra: "Ah, you suck! Call me if you change your mind"
I probably won't change my mind. Im trying to be disciplined with my life again. When I injured my foot, I felt as if the Universe was trying to tell me to slow the fuck down! And since then, I have! I've gotten off the pills, I Don't go out drinking as much. I Only hang out with close friends and not random crazies just because they drink or have drugs.... Im not trying to be legalistic with my decisions, just trying to make healthier decisions for myself. So far it seems to be working. I feel more accomplished and satisfied as I go throughout my day.