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[zoestarbrite]

talking with her today made me realize how fucked up I really am. I seriously lost the best thing that had happened to me. I don't think anyone will Love and Care about me like she had. She seriously knew me better than anyone, and always knew how to comfort me and say all the right things to make me happy.

I hope one day I can have her friendship back because I miss having someone REAL in my life. I miss being real with someone else.

Fuck, here come the tears again.