Back by popular demand it's...
me.
well almost dying kind of makes you think. I dont remember all the times i almost died. I do remember times when bad thing should have happened to me and didn't, but not almost dying. Cuz i kind felt that at many points it could went either way and obviously it went in the direction of not dying. I pretty much am convinced that being the main me, that all my parellel ngozi in other unverse are either dead or pretty much in thearpy or near sucidal because they are dying of bordo,m. Lucky im in neither of those catogeries because im running on good luck and hopefully expectartions; my interests have changed, I find many "interesting" activities that took place in my sixteenth and fifteenth year very boring and dull now. So a new year: a new near death experience.It was the fault of my sisters horrible driving and wide turning on montrose road that allowed a car coming the opposing way smash into us. Maybe it was that whole survive instinct thing, but when that car came zooming towards me i felt not in the mood to be crushed to death by it. I felt more like screaming at my sister to turn. It felt like a movie, or a really crappy car insurance comerical but lucky for me 2 feet before slammed into me the diver decided to put his emergency brakes in use. I am not extragrating when i say the car, that almost hit me, looked like it serious hit an imaganary wall when it stopped, the way it stopped seem to be going aganist the laws of science. so why am still alive? I should be. i am not so naive to say that if i walk out on to democracy blvd and lie on the street i wont be crushed by a car (yet i do want to test that philosphy) i am saying i think i'm not allowed to die yet. why? I dont know, and maybe i am making sense out of nothing but that's how i feel.
well almost dying kind of makes you think. I dont remember all the times i almost died. I do remember times when bad thing should have happened to me and didn't, but not almost dying. Cuz i kind felt that at many points it could went either way and obviously it went in the direction of not dying. I pretty much am convinced that being the main me, that all my parellel ngozi in other unverse are either dead or pretty much in thearpy or near sucidal because they are dying of bordo,m. Lucky im in neither of those catogeries because im running on good luck and hopefully expectartions; my interests have changed, I find many "interesting" activities that took place in my sixteenth and fifteenth year very boring and dull now. So a new year: a new near death experience.It was the fault of my sisters horrible driving and wide turning on montrose road that allowed a car coming the opposing way smash into us. Maybe it was that whole survive instinct thing, but when that car came zooming towards me i felt not in the mood to be crushed to death by it. I felt more like screaming at my sister to turn. It felt like a movie, or a really crappy car insurance comerical but lucky for me 2 feet before slammed into me the diver decided to put his emergency brakes in use. I am not extragrating when i say the car, that almost hit me, looked like it serious hit an imaganary wall when it stopped, the way it stopped seem to be going aganist the laws of science. so why am still alive? I should be. i am not so naive to say that if i walk out on to democracy blvd and lie on the street i wont be crushed by a car (yet i do want to test that philosphy) i am saying i think i'm not allowed to die yet. why? I dont know, and maybe i am making sense out of nothing but that's how i feel.