Keeping busy
So TB called me back late Wednesday. Yes! He called me yesterday too. Nice.
CK called me yesterday and wanted to get together. I was busy though and couldn't go out with him. I don't know what to think about him. I feel like he just wants to keep me as a backup. Homie don't play that so I'm not waiting for him. I'm moving on. I like TB a little more every time I talk to him.
Yesterday, I went with Kellie for sushi to celebrate her getting her new job. Yay Kellie! We went to Komodao's (not bad) and then went to see Talladega Nights with Carrie. The movie was ok. Funny but it had some slow points. Some of the jokes I loved because of all the NASCAR references. Haha I love that sport! And yes, it is a sport. Don't argue with me because this is my blog. Back off bitch.
After that, I headed over to TB's for some gumbo from Chimes. For some reason, I was so hungry during the movie. Still unsure as to what is going on there. I'm in that questionable period with TB right now. Does he really like me or only wants me for sex? How fast is too fast? I don't know these things. Hm. I think I'm liking this guy but I'm afraid. I really don't want to be dumped three times in a month. That would just suck. Either he really is a nice guy or he plays the game very well. I wish I could just know so I won't set myself up again, like I did with CK. Please no cliche sayings like ,"only time will tell," and "if it's meant to be. . . " I hate those. I don't want to be tied down but I don't want to pass up something that could be good. *sigh*
I quit my job today. I'm tired of doing things I hate and that depress me just because I feel like I have to. I'm tired of people pressuring me to be perfect all the time. I don't want to be completely irresponsible. I want to go back to school, finish, and get a job doing what I love. Photography. That's right kids. I'm doing photography for sure now! I think I might still dabble in event planning, maybe switch to it later on, but I really want to take pictures for the next few years. I think I'm going to send off a resume and portfolio to studios and newspapers and just see who bites. I think I could be happy doing either one and I could switch at anytime.
I know I need the money but that job was depressing me and I need to cut toxic things out of my life, no matter how much it might hurt. Derek called me and asked if I wanted to take Stewie while he goes to Texas for the weekend with his new girl. I said I don't think so. Brian will be around to feed him and such. I miss the Stew-man but a reminder like that could upset me. I don't think I should do that to myself. I need to be surrounded by happy things right now. Fun times, friends, etc. Sorry Stewie. No more toxins.
Life is going good and I want to keep it that way.