Last night, i don't know what was different... maybe i felt deeper connection with him, i don't know, im sure other ingredients were affecting me as well, but i did engage with him sexually. And what surprising to me, i did not feel anything negative about the encounter. It seems that same words as before were used, but the meaning and emotional ( Read more... )

I talked to a guy on a Russian site yesterday once and today the second time. Yesterday he managed to escalate my comment to heated political argument between Russia and Ukraine. In it, her compared the two peoples, where Russians appeared to be great and Ukrainians idiots. After my explicit statement that his style of arguing very offensive, he ( Read more... )

It's a paradox. I know that i have missed you for the entire time we could not talk and here you come and say that you are too stressed out and too hot to just chat, which I understood as simple chat won't work. But i have nothing to offer you on top of chat, cyber is not what i come for. My anger is turned up high. Fast. It feels inside as unfair ( Read more... )

Не знаю, что мне надо было в том Солнечном или Солнечногорске (какое-то солнечное название у города было), но собрала я сумку и отправилась на железнодорожный вокзал. Уже в дороге стала понимать, что отправляюсь я туда, чтобы кого-то или что-то найти. На пероне куча людей. Один бездомный привлек мое внимание, не выглядел он так, как выглядят обычно ( Read more... )

    The dream was a mixture of mystery and reality, things and people. It started when I was at home. The home that I dreamt was specious, with many rooms. I remember only my bedroom and a large dining room accommodating a huge long table as those in conference rooms. The dining room had glass walls from three sides. It was positioned so that ( Read more... )

Очень долго идти, через какие-то лесопосадки, через какие-то переулки. Иногда мимо с детства знакомых мест, что собственно не возможно, т.к. впервые здесь, неопределенность с постоянно свербящим вопросом - а может лучше остановится и не искать? Уйти, пока ошибка еще не сделана, пока можно все повернуть по-другому ( Read more... )