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So, the nice thing about Spring Break and the the quarter to come is that I think I finally have had/will have the time away from school that I need to be able to think to some point of clarity. I feel like an emotional rollercoaster these days. I have all these goals and conceptions of the way things are going to be. Who knows. Emotional or not, I have been reacquainted with the concept of dealing with my problems on my own this past week...partially due to my environment/current situations, partially by my own choice. I think that I like things this way. I'm not sure what that will mean exactly. I feel like I have more control over what is going on that way (whether I do or not). It feels less "messy" too. Maybe, I'd like to welcome some of the person I used to be back. I don't really know if any of what I'm saying has any real basis or if any of it will hold true five minutes from now. That's fine.