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I just want to curse so much right now.
Better then crying anyway.
My girl is in the hospital, again, for pneumonia, again, and just, I don't know, viruses and stuff. She was so happy and playful and laughing all day long. But she didn't drink enough and hardly ate anything the last 2 days. So she started to be dehydrated, and of course our house md send us to the hospital and she has to stay there.
It really doesn't surprise us, and we were like "yeah, let's take a subscription on the hospital" We are almost getting used to it. They are just so quick to keep her there, because she is very small and tiny for her age and has no, uhm, reserves ? in her body. But it's just not fair.
Tonight hubby stays with her but the coming nights I'll be there.
They took pictures of her lungs, and she has bronchiolose-thing-stuff, hell, I don't even know the correct name in my own language. And tomorrow they are going to check her bladder, because she has a lot of white blood cells in her urine, and it is strange for a child her age to have infection (since it is the second time now, it is really exceptional).
And they are going to search for a reason why she is so small and tiny. Just stupid, I know why: because she has been ill much to often. There is nothing wrong with her growth, damn, but when a child is struck by disease after disease, of course growing can wait for the body, it will try to get better first.
She had the RS virus in december (age: 10 months) and was hospitalized for 5 days, and needed aerosol for the following three months, before she was actually "healthy" again. She had chicken-pox in may (age: 14 months), only 3 months after that nasty virus. And she was hospitalized again for the bronchilose-thing past june, an 'after-effect' from the RS virus is being sensible on the lungs, so yeah, not really a surprise to me she doesn't grow.
So, I hope she will be home again by the end of the week, but when I hear what they are planning on testing her for...
I hate doctors.
Not really, I love them, I do,
only not at this moment.