Confused

[zin2chick]

Well, I've been informed indirectly that I'm pretty much a horrible person. I never knew that people are okay, and happy, and downright glad to hurt me. I'm assuming since this is a close friend of mine that's willing to do it to me, that I'm somehow atrocious and deserve it. And if indeed I AM that way, why not just tell me instead of wanting to

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[anonymous]

You are not a horrible person by any means. I never said you were one. I am one of your closest friends due to the fact that I care about you more than you will ever know. I know the reason you are one of my closest friends is due to the fact that you care about me. You may be hurting and with good reason, but what you do not know is that you hurt me too. Every girl that I have even thought about going out with you object and tell me something bad about the person and or show some type of jealousy towards that person. I am not the only one who noticed. I just want to know why. That is the reason why I have thought about doing that certain thing. It is not meant to hurt you by any means, just to say "hey I can make decisions on my own and if I mess up, then it is my problem". There is a few that you hang out with that I do not like and I have my reasons, but I never say a word due to the fact that I know you like hanging out with the people and they make you happy and feel good about yourself. You say you think friends should make you happy. I believe I do that everyday with you. I am there for you everyday even when some are not. But do you believe your friends should be happy? By the way I enjoyed being distant with you last night (sarcasim). I was wasted and still noticed that. We are all adults, why not for one night act like nothing is wrong. We did at the old factory. But once around other people, distant again. Can't wrap my mind around that either. I hope that answers your questions. I want to tell you this everyday when I wake up from now on because I never did in the past and wished I had: "You are a great person and any person would be lucky to have you as a friend and any guy would be lucky to have you in his life. Through each and every day you should be treated like a queen. You do your best to help people out in their lives, even at the cost of your happiness. Only few people feature that. Not a day goes by that I don't thank God that I have you in my life. A gift from God is what you are and I am glad that this gift was given to me." Love ya.