Confused
Well, I've been informed indirectly that I'm pretty much a horrible person. I never knew that people are okay, and happy, and downright glad to hurt me. I'm assuming since this is a close friend of mine that's willing to do it to me, that I'm somehow atrocious and deserve it. And if indeed I AM that way, why not just tell me instead of wanting to hurt me. That's just something I can not wrap my mind around no matter how many different ways I look at it. Well, that just goes to show who real friends are. I figured that when you care about someone, and you are friends with them, you want them to be happy. But I guess I was wrong about everything. Let me know if I'm horrible because if I am, point it out to me so I can fix it. Today again, I feel like a fool; who has been blindsighted. Damn I'm oblivious to everyone around me.
I have to start making food for Thanksgiving dinner now, since the roommates and myself are having an early turkey dinner with "Friends" and "family". I sure wish I wasn't here tonight. Call the cell. Have a Happy Thanksgiving please. Later days...
~Amber N. Bayer
I have to start making food for Thanksgiving dinner now, since the roommates and myself are having an early turkey dinner with "Friends" and "family". I sure wish I wasn't here tonight. Call the cell. Have a Happy Thanksgiving please. Later days...
~Amber N. Bayer