( if i could explain... it all becomes clear )

 I'm all balled up. missing people I didnt see. I always get this feeling of being left behind. it looks so easy for you. I claw at my throat just to gasp.

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AJ is my guru
sometimes I get so close to stuff that I can't see it clearly. the previous blog entry is proof of that. my emotional mind is in controll all the time (unless I'm managing someone[s]) and its hard to push it a bit farther over to the side and let ( Read more... )

( pics and stuff!! )

• yard sale today

           1. it rained.

2. no one understood my ergonomic chair.

3. some old biddys stole our yard sale signs at the end of the road.

A1. should they return will shall make their blue hairs shake with fear!!!

A2. I spent a bit of time on them and they were verry cute

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sisters car broke down and now there isn't enough room for me to tag along. I'm glad I didn't tell them about how everythings falling apart. my mom would just cry and insist they make room for me and then there'd be the akwardness of them wanting to ask questions, but not asking them so the silence hangs low and heavy around us like fog made of ( Read more... )

I'm in the processe of changing all my pics over to Flickr cause... like, its better and stuff.

anyway. heres the link to my vaca pics.


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I took pictures at umpazumparoo and ouropreto's grandparents 50th wedding anniversary party (entitled ( Read more... )