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things have taken a turn for the good I beleive.
sounds silly cause it took me catching him out on a lie to make things better.
I found out he got drunk and chatted up a chick but didnt go thru with anything. I felt so stupid and so sick but I went to confront him and we had huge fight he sat crying and feeling guilty,he is killing himself that he did it, he had forgotten he did cause he was extremely drunk but this is not an excuse, I have seen him in person and told him off and we talked and talked for hours..........I have chosen to forgive him of this not cause he did it but cause he didnt go thru with it, I am willing to give him another chance but he has to fight a hell of a lot to keep me in his life now.
If he does it again or even contempates doing it again I am gone.......for good, if he loves me as much as he says he does and showed me today he did then he will be good for me.
He has to learn if he ia lonely he needs to come to me to talk to me, he cant just go get drunk and not know what to do, he has to be an adult about this and stay faithful to me.
I know to some people I seem stupid for saying I have forgiven him and I will still wait but things are not always black and white as I always thought they were........things have to work out, I love him and he loves me........if he does anything wrong I am gone.
sounds silly cause it took me catching him out on a lie to make things better.
I found out he got drunk and chatted up a chick but didnt go thru with anything. I felt so stupid and so sick but I went to confront him and we had huge fight he sat crying and feeling guilty,he is killing himself that he did it, he had forgotten he did cause he was extremely drunk but this is not an excuse, I have seen him in person and told him off and we talked and talked for hours..........I have chosen to forgive him of this not cause he did it but cause he didnt go thru with it, I am willing to give him another chance but he has to fight a hell of a lot to keep me in his life now.
If he does it again or even contempates doing it again I am gone.......for good, if he loves me as much as he says he does and showed me today he did then he will be good for me.
He has to learn if he ia lonely he needs to come to me to talk to me, he cant just go get drunk and not know what to do, he has to be an adult about this and stay faithful to me.
I know to some people I seem stupid for saying I have forgiven him and I will still wait but things are not always black and white as I always thought they were........things have to work out, I love him and he loves me........if he does anything wrong I am gone.