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i hate my internet.
i need to talk to chris.
i did all of my chem homework except one question on the lab.
i have a speech tomorrow. i dont want to do it.
my spring break was ok. not the "typical" party spring break. but at least i saw my mom and caedin.
i hate when i get in these moods. everyone is perfectly fine. and im stuck there. thinking of my problems. and how im being a burden. and how im so tired and lazy and clingy and everything just adds up to show me how much i need to fix myself and my situation. in a sense, i know what i need to do. i just dont feel like doing it; whether that be the consequences it could have, or whether im just reluctant or lazy, depends on situation.
im not asking for sympathy. i just. want. to get this over with. do something. do anything. to fix it.
crimony.
i need to talk to chris.
i did all of my chem homework except one question on the lab.
i have a speech tomorrow. i dont want to do it.
my spring break was ok. not the "typical" party spring break. but at least i saw my mom and caedin.
i hate when i get in these moods. everyone is perfectly fine. and im stuck there. thinking of my problems. and how im being a burden. and how im so tired and lazy and clingy and everything just adds up to show me how much i need to fix myself and my situation. in a sense, i know what i need to do. i just dont feel like doing it; whether that be the consequences it could have, or whether im just reluctant or lazy, depends on situation.
im not asking for sympathy. i just. want. to get this over with. do something. do anything. to fix it.
crimony.