say hello to _____--the sneaky phone stealer

Dec 19, 2004 20:00

Last year at this time I was at a bowie concert, time flys weather your having fun or not. but im having fun. This will probably be possibly one and only meaningful and long post I will write for a long time. or forever. Basically last time around this year is when I started this livejournal thing, so much has changed, in a good way(s ( Read more... )

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thank you anonymous December 20 2004, 23:28:02 UTC
thank you for saying what i have been feeling for a long time. i agree. donny is now in boise, and you are not eating canolis when your are sick in bed. you don't go to barnes and noble anymore and the fuzzy socks are gone. we've both changed. and its really sad in someways but in the end i think it will be for the best. last year was fun but now its over. and its sad because i do realize that we don't care anymore, but you know how you still to try to care, even though its hard? and you just say "whats up" as a conversation filler, like we talked about in latin? i know i won't see you very much anymore and iw ill probably still cry about it and want to go the coloseum and make then but pomona julian up their next to new york nora. and i know everytime i eat a burrito i will smile and sigh and think about kids i have known. i know this really makes it seem like i will never talk to you again, but in a way when we do stop talkin(even tho i hope that doesn't happen for a wicked long time) it will be easier because all these things will have already been said. because you're right, people do change and i learned that in seventh grade when my two best friends stopped talking to each other and i couldn't understand why. and how everybody was hurt and how stupid it seemed. how we all said "we should be friends forever, thats how it should be." but how people change and you can't be friends forever. its like when you meet some one somewhere like at the beach one summer. and you guys have a great time and you go back the next year and expect to have another blast. but you can't because a lot happens and i year. and i hate to say it but its usual me trying to hang on to the last thread for the last posssible second. and i dont' want to be the wimp and drop it before everyone else but it seems more mature than to whine about it and wish that it jsut wouldn't change we were all so perfect together. and i know this was very long but i hope you took the time to read it because i meant everything i said. and i still want to be friends but i understand and i want you to know that i understand that i realize i've been holding on too long now. but i still want to be friends i know that i've kind of made it seem that i want to stop right now because i still have a great time when we are together. and i still have a great time when all of us are together. but i realize we have less to say now and that you want to say less.and thats ok because people do change and there is nothing anybody can do to deny that. ok i think i've said anything that i need to say and i'm not going back and re-reading it because i'm sure it will make me cry. this is the longest post i've ever written. i think i will feel better now. but i jsut want you to know that i really really love you and i know we've fought a lot but we've had a gazzillion more good times eating chips and salsa.so don't go away yet because i love you too mundo. and aren't a good at being sapppy and serious and very-old-mature, like?
love forever and always,(!!good one!!)
your little friend with the little feet

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Re: thank you anonymous December 25 2004, 21:02:10 UTC
wowzers
-Angie the livejournal-less

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